Turn it up.

I wish I had my own theme music.  

That’d be amazing.

Someday, Sunday.

I’ve been a wish-wash-conflicted-content mess this week.  At first I tired to ignore feeling undone and just push through.  It worked for about 24 hours.  Then I tried to make the most out of what I had.  That lasted about 48 hours.  By thursday morning I was ready for a restart.  By thursday night, I was cooking up some pasta and dreaming about the past.  Friday I was hopeful, and then shattered.  You just can’t paint over a messy room.  So on Saturday I cleaned.  I cleaned out my room, my closet, my sewing stuff, and my mind.  This whole changing process can be a real drag.  Part of me was hoping I’d just wake up and poof! everything in my life would be arranged in a way I can only dream of.  Realistically, I’m going to need a lot more days like today before I even begin to see the shifts in my perspective.

Today was great.  No more wallowing and planning.  This morning I got out of bed, put on some clothes, went to the grocery store, got a hot cider, and started the day off right.  Bing and I met up and went hiking/exploring all over Edwin Warner Park all afternoon.  We laughed, tripped, and found some very inspirational metaphors out in those trees.  For example, Bing follows the arrows, and I would like to know what the point of having a quarry is if you have no rocks?  There was also a fork in the road that literally was dark or light.  Being outside with one of your closest friends is my idea of a perfect afternoon.  Oh, and we hung out with some fish, I swear I saw a tadpole.  It was great.  Then we went to my new favorite lunch spot, Elena’s Cafe.  I had the Strawberry Green Salad, strawberries, walnuts, feta cheese, and chicken.  I usually am not a salad fan but this salad was the BEST!  Seriously, go try it.

Tomorrow is monday… I’ve got a mix in the works.  For now go buy the Castle Door EP.  So good!  And that’s all I’m going to be rambling about tonight ( :

October 19, 2008.

Tomorrow is a day I intend to remember for a long time.  I’ll be sitting down at a coffee shop for a few hours with a pen and paper.  It’s time to write out some new goals and dreams…  Then put them into action.

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Molly is Molly.

My writings and my mixes have found a new home. A cleverly named home if I do say so myself (thanks for the inspiration Mr. Miller).  I’ve waited quite a while to finally settle down with a piece of web space.  This is it.  I commit.  So if you need me, this is where I’ll be.  Here goes…